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Just one more war

I’m going to wade right into discussions of war, foreign policy and faith. What could go wrong?

No simple stories

First of all, I want to acknowledge these matters are complex. And simple demonization of either side of a conflict doesn’t speak to the truth. And simple wishing for peace can feel really naive, ignoring the real reasons people are upset and afraid.

Through-out the brutal war in Gaza I’ve appreciated the voice of Rabbi Danya Ruttenberg, who consistently faces the harsh reality of what’s going on and refuses to dehumanise either side. She can unpack the history, the ideology, and the politics on both sides of a conflict. She can call out wrongdoing when she sees it. And she can draw us back to the truths tied up in our shared humanity.

Her post from the days after the October 7th terrorist attacks on Israel, and then the Israeli military response in Gaza, talks to the complexity – and the truth of hurt – on both sides. But then calls us to the greater truth. Her 19 dot points still are helpful grounding points several years into this war.

We can refuse to root for the safety and lives and rights of human beings like they are sports teams.

In which there are winners and losers. In which safety is a finite resource that must be hoarded.

I don’t know what the way out is politically, but I believe in finding the will, and in finding the way. If we choose to look for it, we can get there.

At the end of the day, everyone must be safe, free and allowed to flourish, because everyone is holy, created in the image of the divine.

Nobody’s children should be killed. Nobody’s.

Danya Ruttenberg, A Lot of Things Are True

Read it here: A Lot of Things Are True (by Danya Ruttenberg)

Bombing Iran, and dangerous concepts of God

So this month, that war expanded, and Israel attacked Iran, with a seemingly overwhelming mix of air strikes and assassinations. The justification was over Iran’s nuclear program getting too close to completion – though what the global intelligence community has publicly shared so far doesn’t give confidence there was a strong consensus. (Also as Jon Stewart points out, Netanyahu’s government has been warning they’ve been weeks or months away from the bomb for well over a decade. Perhaps it was more real this time??)

After being so successful in their first strike and with Iran not having much ability to fight back, Israeli leadership wanted to eliminate the nuclear threat. But Iranian nuclear facilities were buried in a mountain, so without a land invasion, only one country has the kind of bombs that could help. So Netanyahu asks the US to help with their “bunker buster” bombs. And here in comes the awful mix of faith and war.

Mike Huckabee’s, the US ambassador to Israel, sent this message to Trump. A mix of patriotism at Trump’s writing level, ass-kissing, and weird theology:

Mr. President,

God spared you in Butler, PA to be the most consequential President in a century—maybe ever. The decisions on your shoulders I would not want to be made by anyone else.

You have many voices speaking to you Sir, but there is only ONE voice that matters. HIS voice.

I am your appointed servant in this land and am available for you but I do not try to get in your presence often because I trust your instincts.

No President in my lifetime has been in a position like yours. Not since Truman in 1945. I don’t reach out to persuade you. Only to encourage you.

I believe you will hear from heaven and that voice is far more important than mine or ANYONE else’s.

You sent me to Israel to be your eyes, ears and voice and to make sure our flag flies above our embassy. My job is to be the last one to leave.

I will not abandon this post. Our flag will NOT come down! You did not seek this moment. This moment sought YOU!

It is my honor to serve you!

Mike Huckabee

Source: MSN

And then Trump authorises bombing. And in his press conference afterwards, ends on this note:

There’s no military in the world that could have done what we did tonight, not even close. There has never been a military that could do what took place just a little while ago.

Tomorrow, General Caine, Secretary of Defense Pete Hegseth, will have a press conference at 8am (12:00 GMT) at the Pentagon, and I want to just thank everybody, and in particular, God.

I want to just say, “We love you, God, and we love our great military. Protect them.” God bless the Middle East. God bless Israel, and God bless America.

Thank you very much. Thank you.

Source: Al Jazeera

Trump has often claimed Christians as his followers but hasn’t often given much lip-service to following Christ himself… but it seems when the obsession some Christians have with prophecy about the middle east and the end times mixes with conspiratorial thinking and ego-stroking… it’s cutting through and influencing his decision making.

Diana Butler Bass wrote about this in War and Prophetic Ecstasy: Bombing Iran and Evangelical Dreams – also worth reading to understand how this branch of Christianity mixes ideas about “end times prophecy” with nationalism and ego to create this horrible system.

Which makes me think: when Christians talk about demonic activity and “powers and principalities”, often the thinking is about some kind of spiritual force taking over an individual. But my mind goes to the power of systems, where many people don’t feel evil, they might even feel they’re doing good, but somehow the whole collective system works for evil, destroying and degrading humanity as it goes.

When people make the state a god, they make it a demon. We see it all around us in our world, too, even though a good many people would mock the idea of there being actual demons. We, too, appeal to the “forces” of economics, of political theories; or, at a personal level, to the forces of aggression and sexuality; and increasingly people talk about such forces as if they are known to be things that it is pointless to resist. The pattern is that of paganism, even though in polite society we ignore [the real pagans].

From The Crown and the Fire by NT Wright. Read in “Bread and Wine: Readings for Lent and Easter“.

But did it work?

I was in an online chat with friends and one said this line:

Israel may feel that they have achieved their goals.

At a cursory look it seems that way. They’ve significantly weakened the Iranian military and killed much of the leadership. They’ve convinced the US to drop bombs on the nuclear sites, they’ve survived the retaliation and now there’s a ceasefire.

But has it actually taken away the nuclear threat that they said justified it? Trump says yes, leaked memos from his intelligence agencies say it’s likely only set back a few months, and it’s clear he won’t accept anyone saying his victory was anything but complete. So who knows how far set back Iran’s nuclear program actually is.

But they’ll definitely want a nuclear bomb now, because what else could act as deterrence when your enemies have so much air superiority? If there was any chance they were not rushing for a bomb before, I find it hard to imagine they’re not now.

And back to that idea that Israel may feel they have achieved their goals… is the ultimate goal to block nuclear weapons, or is it safety for their own people? Like Danya Ruttenberg said in the post I quoted earlier – it is flawed thinking to treat safety as a finite resource.

Making your neighbour less safe won’t make you more safe!

Terrorising people with overwhelming force might subjugate them for now, but it’s going to breed enmity for generations.

And this story is evidence of that! Iran and the US had good relations, until the UK and USA helped back a coup in 1953, taking down the democratically elected government to protect their oil companies. Iran’s current “Death to America” slogan emerged in the revolution, in large part because of the anger over that coup and US support for the authoritarian monarchy. Then Iran taking American hostages in 1979 built up enmity on the US side. And so the cycle has continued over and over.

The kind of peace Jesus’ calls for

Jesus also lived in a time and place where cycles of violence perpetuated over and over. And some of his followers hoped he would bring peace for Israel – by crushing the Romans. But that would merely continue the cycle of violence.

Instead he came with a message: “love your enemies“.

And with an example to follow: “do not resist an evil person“. (The examples he gives in this are a different form of resistance, a non-violent resistance).

The cross of Christ was the price of his obedience to God amidst a rebellious world; it was suffering for having done right, for loving where others hated, for representing in the flesh the forgiveness and the righteousness of God among people both less forgiving and less righteous. The cross of Christ was God’s method of overcoming evil with good.

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Christians whose loyalty to the Prince of Peace puts them out of step with today’s nationalistic world, because they are willing to love their nation’s friends but not to hate their nation’s enemies, are not unrealistic dreamers who think that by their objections they will end all wars. On the contrary, it is the soldiers who think that they can put an end to wars by preparing for just one more.

From “He came preaching peace” by John Howard Yoder. Read in “Bread and Wine: Readings for Lent and Easter“.

Reflection and response

It upsets me deeply that violence is being done in the name of Jesus who preached peace and pioneered it with non-violence. It feels so wrong.

But scrolling news articles and analysis endlessly won’t help. I’m probably overly attentive to the news cycle, particularly politics and foreign affairs. And when Trump is in power the whole cycle is designed to generate news and outrage non-stop. I escaped the addiction of social media to fall into the addiction of the news cycle. It’s heavy, but following the latest outrage isn’t making it any lighter.

Again, Danya Ruttenberg has wise advice, and a link to a beautiful prayer for this moment:

Make conscious, intentional space for your feelings. Something that’s not, “scrolling endlessly while feeling kinda sad, and sublimating your emotional life into intellectual, political things,”– which we all do, especially these days, but I urge you to Make. Time. To. Stop. And. Feel. (And this is for all of us, with regards to everything going on these days. Please.)

Danya Ruttenberg: On Hostages and Broken Hearts

And this “Prayer of the Mothers” from Rabbi Tamar Elad Appelbaum and Sheikha Ibtisam Mahamid, is a beautiful interfaith prayer for the current moment:

God of Life
Who heals the broken hearted and binds up their wounds
May it be your will to hear the prayer of mothers.
For you did not create us to kill each other
Nor to live in fear, anger or hatred in your world
But rather you have created us so we can grant permission to one another
to sanctify Your name of Life, your name of Peace in this world.
For these things I weep, my eye, my eye runs down with water
For our children crying at nights,
For parents holding their children with despair and darkness in their hearts
For a gate that is closing and who will open it while day has not yet dawned.
And with my tears and prayers which I pray
And with the tears of all women who deeply feel the pain of these difficult days I raise my hands to you
please God have mercy on us
Hear our voice that we shall not despair
That we shall see life in each other,
That we shall have mercy for each other,
That we shall have pity on each other,
That we shall hope for each other
And we shall write our lives in the book of Life
For your sake God of Life
Let us choose Life.
For you are Peace, your world is Peace and all that is yours is Peace
And so shall be your will and let us say Amen.

This “Prayer of the Mothers” is from Rabbi Tamar Elad Appelbaum and Sheikha Ibtisam Mahamid. Translated by Rabbi Amichai Lau-Lavie.

Writing this post has helped ground me in what I believe – even in the midst of such turbulence. But ultimately, the work of peace is a big and lifelong work, and it needs to permeate all parts of my life – from the internal world, to friends and family and colleagues and neighbours and local people I just don’t like, to nations and world religions and empires.

Jesus showed us what peace looked like. And it’s far harder work than dropping another bomb and then demanding a ceasefire.

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Quoting NT Wright on the political and historical reasons Jesus was killed

The gospel which Jesus preached is a direct challenge to the power structures of this world. We do not often, perhaps, think of it like that. Children of our times as we are, we like to keep politics and religion in separate and watertight compartments. But try selling that line to a Jew of the first century. Or try selling it to a Roman emperor, for whom the worship of the national gods was a vital part of what constituted obedient allegiance to himself!

Religion was woven tightly into the whole social fabric of the world, as it has been at almost all times and almost all places in human history, with only the last two centuries in certain parts of the Western world being exceptions, and even then the split is only skin deep. Result: challenge the religion, and you challenge the society. Summon people to a new allegiance to God, and you weaken their allegiance to Caesar. Or, as it may be, summon nationalist rebels to a new allegiance to God and you weaken their allegiance to the rebel cause, as they discover that their rebellion proceeded not from faith and trust but from fear and bruised arrogance. There you have, in a nutshell, the historical and political reasons why Jesus was crucified.

From The Crown and the Fire by NT Wright. Read in “Bread and Wine: Readings for Lent and Easter“.

I like the way he captures that Jesus’ freedom was a power threat both to the state and to the rebels.

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Quoting Henri Nouwen

What is even more astonishing is that on both occasions Jesus commands us to do the same. After washing his disciples’ feet, Jesus says, “I have given you an example so that you may copy what I have done to you” (John 13:15). After giving himself as food and drink, he says, “Do this in remembrance of me” (Luke 22:19). Jesus calls us to continue his mission of revealing the perfect love of God in this world. He calls us to total self-giving. He does not want us to keep anything for ourselves. Rather, he wants our love to be as full, as radical, and as complete as his own. He wants us to bend ourselves to the ground and touch the places in each other that most need washing. He also wants us to say to each other, “Eat of me and drink of me.” By this complete mutual nurturing, he wants us to become one body and one spirit, united by the love of God.

Henri Nouwen from “The Road to Daybreak. Read in “Bread and Wine: Readings for Lent and Easter“.
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“Calvary Love” by Amy Carmichael

This excerpt from Amy Carmichael’s “If” hit home. Almost every sentence challenged me, and at the same time reminded me why I chose to come back to Christian faith, even when I had so many doubts about both the belief systems and the church: the way of Jesus feels incredibly right and good, enough so that I want it even if I’m not sure if it’s literally true.

If I belittle those I am called to serve, talk of their weak points in contrast perhaps with what I think of as my strong points; if I adopt a superior attitude, forgetting “Who made thee to differ? And what hast thou that thou hast not received?” then I know nothing of Calvary love.

If I find myself taking lapses for granted, “Oh, that’s what they always do,” “Oh, of course she talks like that, he acts like that,” then I know nothing of Calvary love.

If I can enjoy a joke at the expense of another; if I can in any way slight another in conversation, or even in thought, then I know nothing of Calvary love.

If I can write an unkind letter, speak an unkind word, think an unkind thought without grief and shame, then I know nothing of Calvary love.

If I do not feel far more for the grieved Savior than for my worried self when troublesome things occur, then I know nothing of Calvary love.

If I can rebuke without a pang, then I know nothing of Calvary love.

If my attitude be one of fear, not faith, about one who has disappointed me; if I say, “Just what I expected” if a fall occurs, then I know nothing of Calvary love.

If I am afraid to speak the truth, lest I lose affection, or lest the one concerned should say, “You do not understand,” or because I fear to lose my reputation for kindness; if I put my own good name before the other’s highest good, then I know nothing of Calvary love.

If I am content to heal a hurt slightly, saying “Peace, peace,” where there is no peace; if I forget the poignant word “Let love be without dissimulation” and blunt the edge of truth, speaking not right things but smooth things, then I know nothing of Calvary love.

If I hold on to choices of any kind, just because they are my choice, then I know nothing of Calvary love.

If I am soft to myself and slide comfortably into self-pity and self-sympathy; If I do not by the grace of God practice fortitude, then I know nothing of Calvary love.

If I myself dominate myself, if my thoughts revolve round myself, if I am so occupied with myself I rarely have “a heart at leisure from itself,” then I know nothing of Calvary love.

If, the moment I am conscious of the shadow of self crossing my threshold, I do not shut the door, and keep that door shut, then I know nothing of Calvary love.

If I cannot in honest happiness take the second place (or the twentieth); if I cannot take the first without making a fuss about my unworthiness, then I know nothing of Calvary love.

If I take offense easily, if I am content to continue in a cool unfriendliness, though friendship be possible, then I know nothing of Calvary love.

If I feel injured when another lays to my charge things that I know not, forgetting that my sinless Savior trod this path to the end, then I know nothing of Calvary love.

If I feel bitter toward those who condemn me, as it seems to me, unjustly, forgetting that if they knew me as I know myself they would condemn me much more, then I know nothing of Calvary love.

If souls can suffer alongside, and I hardly know it, because the spirit of discernment is not in me, then I know nothing of Calvary love.

If the praise of others elates me and their blame depresses me; if I cannot rest under misunderstanding without defending myself; if I love to be loved more than to love, to be served more than to serve, then I know nothing of Calvary love.

If I crave hungrily to be used to show the way of liberty to a soul in bondage, instead of caring only that it be delivered; if I nurse my disappointment when I fail, instead of asking that to another the word of release may be given, then I know nothing of Calvary love.

If I do not forget about such a trifle as personal success, so that it never crosses my mind, or if it does, is never given room there; if the cup of flattery tastes sweet to me, then I know nothing of Calvary love.

If in the fellowship of service I seek to attach a friend to myself, so that others are caused to feel unwanted; if my friendships do not draw others deeper in, but are ungenerous (to myself, for myself), then I know nothing of Calvary love.

If I refuse to allow one who is dear to me to suffer for the sake of Christ, if I do not see such suffering as the greatest honor that can be offered to any follower of the Crucified, then I know nothing of Calvary love.

If I slip into the place that can be filled by Christ alone, making myself the first necessity to a soul instead of leading it to fasten upon Him, then I know nothing of Calvary love.

If my interest in the work of others is cool; if I think in terms of my own special work; if the burdens of others are not my burdens too, and their joys mine, then I know nothing of Calvary love.

If I wonder why something trying is allowed, and press for prayer that it may be removed; if I cannot be trusted with any disappointment, and cannot go on in peace under any mystery, then I know nothing of Calvary love.

If the ultimate, the hardest, cannot be asked of me; if my fellows hesitate to ask it and turn to someone else, then I know nothing of Calvary love.

If I covet any place on earth but the dust at the foot of the Cross, then I know nothing of Calvary love.

That which I know not, teach Thou me, O Lord, my God.

“If” by Amy Carmichael. Read in “Bread and Wine: Readings for Lent and Easter“.

It’s from a short booklet that is out of copyright – here’s the PDF if you want to read it in full:

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“We must bring him” – Quoting E. Stanley Jones

Describing his first attempt at a sermon, where he was determined to be “God’s lawyer”, and argue the case for God effectively, but completely stalled out in the moment:

I do not know how long I stood there rubbing my hands, hoping that something would come back. It seemed like forever. Finally I blurted out, “Friends, I am very sorry, but I have forgotten my sermon!”

I started down the steps leading from the pulpit in shame and confusion. This was the beginning of my ministry, I thought – a total failure. As I was about to elave the pilpit a Voice seemed to say to me, “Haven’t I done anything for you?”

“Yes,” I replied, “You have done everything for me.”

“Well,” said the Voice, “couldn’t you tell them that?”

…

The Lord let me down with a terrible thump, but I got the lesson never to be forgotten: In my ministry I was to be, not God’s lawyer, but his witness.

We cannot merely talk about Christ – we must bring him. He must be a living vital reality, closer than breathing and nearer than hands and feet. We must be “God-bearers”.

“The Christ of Experience” by E. Stanley Jones. Read in “Bread and Wine: Readings for Lent and Easter“.
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Quoting Alfred Kazin

There were images I did not understand, but which fell on my mind with such slow opening grandeur that once I distinctly heard the clean and fundamental cracking of trees. First the image, then the thing; first the word in its taste and smell and touch, then the thing it meant, when you were calm enough to look. Images were instantaneous; the meaning alone could be like the unyielding metal taste when you bit on an empty spoon. The initial shock of that language left no room in my head for anything else. But now, each day I turned back to that little blue testament, I had that same sense of instant connectedness. First the image, then the sense.

“I Had Been Waiting” by Alred Kazin. Read in “Bread and Wine: Readings for Lent and Easter“.

I love this description of how powerful writing can work with a human mind and spirit in a way that is beyond the plain meaning of the text. As I read this I wanted two things: first, to also read the Bible like this again, letting the images speak before the words are understood.

And second, I want to practice writing like this.

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Quoting Sadhu Sundar Singh

God is love and forgives us freely. But God does even more than this. Forgiveness alone is not enough to release us from our sins. Complete release only comes when we are free from the urge to sin. It is completely possible for us to receive forgiveness and still die from the consequences of our sin. The Master came not only to announce our forgiveness, but also to deliver us from the disease of our sin, from its consequences and from death – to break the relentless cycle of sin and death.

Sadhu Sundar Singh. Read in “Bread and Wine: Readings for Lent and Easter“.

I used to be frustrated by how much many Christian belief systems talk about sin. Now I think it’s more how they talk about it. This quote from Sadhu Sundar Singh feels like it’s speaking about sin in a way I want to hear more about.

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Staring at the curse

We’re heading into the Easter weekend.

I’ve been reading Bread and Wine: Readings for Lent and Easter as a way of engaging with the story and reflecting. I’ve loved the Advent book by the same team, and so I bought the Lent / Easter book, and tried to read it a few years ago, but struggled. I find the Easter story harder to engage with than the Christmas story. Christmas calls out that God being born among us as the baby Jesus, and by God becoming human it lifts the dignity and worth of every human. Easter tells the story of Jesus being killed, made to suffer, abandoned and betrayed and scorned. And being killed, by us. Which is harder.

And I found it even harder to engage with, because one of the key religious beliefs I learned in school and church was usually something like “substitutionary atonement” – the idea that Jesus death was in our place, and that somehow, it was required to satisfy God’s sense of justice, to take away God’s anger at how lousy we were. Which to my taste, makes God seem like an aggressive person I’d rather avoid. I kind of saw where it was coming from, but it was nothing like the God I knew.

I knew enough to know this wasn’t the only way of looking at Jesus’ death on the cross and understanding its meaning. I bought an NT Wright book to try to explore that more, but never got through it.

This year, even though I still don’t really understand what to think about it, I feel like I’ve found value in putting this story, the suffering of Jesus, front and center.

And a Henry Nouwen reading from this book referenced this quote from a conversation Jesus had, and the imagery behind it:

Just as Moses lifted up the snake in the wilderness, so the Son of Man must be lifted up, that everyone who believes in Him may have eternal life.

John 3:14-15

I remember the first time my friend Justin pointed out the connection here to me. Before then I thought it was a pretty weird reference, but then, a lot of what Jesus says is pretty weird.

The “snake in the wilderness” story is from Numbers 21 in the Hebrew bible. The story is set years after the people had escaped from Egypt, but before they’d made it to Israel, they’re still wandering the desert living day-to-day from the special food God provided on the ground each morning (“manna”).

(Once again, this story is weird. Once again, it makes God seem angry and vindictive in a way that is just not my experience. But once you hear the story, Jesus’ comment about being lifted up like a snake suddenly becomes more interesting!)

Then the people of Israel set out from Mount Hor, taking the road to the Red Sea to go around the land of Edom. But the people grew impatient with the long journey, and they began to speak against God and Moses. “Why have you brought us out of Egypt to die here in the wilderness?” they complained. “There is nothing to eat here and nothing to drink. And we hate this horrible manna!”

So the Lord sent poisonous snakes among the people, and many were bitten and died. Then the people came to Moses and cried out, “We have sinned by speaking against the Lord and against you. Pray that the Lord will take away the snakes.” So Moses prayed for the people.

Then the LORD told him, “Make a replica of a poisonous snake and attach it to a pole. All who are bitten will live if they simply look at it!” So Moses made a snake out of bronze and attached it to a pole. Then anyone who was bitten by a snake could look at the bronze snake and be healed!

Numbers 21:4-9

So the people in the desert have done something wrong, and are suffering a curse – a plague of poisonous snakes that were biting them and killing them1 2.

Then when Moses prays, and God wants to stop it, he makes Moses craft a replica of a snake3. A picture of the very curse they are suffering. And when people look at the curse, somehow, they are healed.

And this brings me back to Jesus’ conversation with Nicodemus, right at the start of his public life, several years before he was executed on a cross.

There was a man named Nicodemus, a Jewish religious leader who was a Pharisee. After dark one evening, he came to speak with Jesus. “Rabbi,” he said, “we all know that God has sent you to teach us. Your miraculous signs are evidence that God is with you.”

Jesus replied, “I tell you the truth, unless you are born again, you cannot see the Kingdom of God.”

“What do you mean?” exclaimed Nicodemus. “How can an old man go back into his mother’s womb and be born again?”

Jesus replied, “I assure you, no one can enter the Kingdom of God without being born of water and the Spirit. Humans can reproduce only human life, but the Holy Spirit gives birth to spiritual life. So don’t be surprised when I say, ‘You must be born again.’ The wind blows wherever it wants. Just as you can hear the wind but can’t tell where it comes from or where it is going, so you can’t explain how people are born of the Spirit.”

“How are these things possible?” Nicodemus asked.

Jesus replied, “You are a respected Jewish teacher, and yet you don’t understand these things? I assure you, we tell you what we know and have seen, and yet you won’t believe our testimony. But if you don’t believe me when I tell you about earthly things, how can you possibly believe if I tell you about heavenly things? No one has ever gone to heaven and returned. But the Son of Man has come down from heaven. And as Moses lifted up the bronze snake on a pole in the wilderness, so the Son of Man must be lifted up, so that everyone who believes in him will have eternal life.

“For this is how God loved the world: He gave his one and only Son, so that everyone who believes in him will not perish but have eternal life. God sent his Son into the world not to judge the world, but to save the world through him.

“There is no judgment against anyone who believes in him. But anyone who does not believe in him has already been judged for not believing in God’s one and only Son. And the judgment is based on this fact: God’s light came into the world, but people loved the darkness more than the light, for their actions were evil. All who do evil hate the light and refuse to go near it for fear their sins will be exposed. But those who do what is right come to the light so others can see that they are doing what God wants.”

John 3 (emphasis mine)

So in this rolling, imagery rich conversation Jesus is painting a picture of God wanting to save the world, because he loves the world. And part of how he does that, is by Jesus “being lifted up”, like the “snake in the wilderness”.

In that desert story, the people were suffering a curse, but when they fixed their eyes on the image of the snake, the picture of the curse, they found themselves healed.

And that’s what it’s like when Jesus is lifted, hanging from a cross at the top of a hill called Calvary.

He’s the image of all that we are cursed by.

There is all of his suffering. The death. The betrayal. The abandonment. The ridicule. The rejection from those he came to love. Unfair judgement. The feeling of abandonment from God. The shame. The helplessness.

And also there’s so many awful things in the picture that condemns us: the crowd that cheered for him a few days earlier and then turned on him. The mockery. The “I wash my hands of this” stance of Pilate while still being complicit. The absolute hypocrisy of the priests who have no problem paying blood money for his betrayal, but then have an issue with that money being in their treasury. The friends who couldn’t stay awake when he needed them. Who thought they would die for him, but then cowered in the moment.

Everything about the story is confronting – it makes us face the very worst in humanity. In the conversation Jesus pivots straight from this snake image to “God so loved the world” to talking about light and darkness, good and evil.

“All who do evil hate the light and refuse to go near it for fear their sins will be exposed.“

When we look at the cross, and we look at the curse, somehow all of this comes into perspective. The worst of us is exposed.

And I still don’t know what I think about theological frameworks for “substitutionary atonement” and the like, and I still feel like the old trope of an angry God needing a blood sacrifice just doesn’t fit what I’ve known of God.

Yet somehow, when I look at the cross, when I stare at the curse, I see clearly the worst of the world, and the best of God. And I understand that somehow, what Jesus did that day, is for our healing.

The weight of the world
Too much for the souls of man
But somehow you hold it all
Up on the cross

Calvary’s enough, calvary’s enough.
When I know nothing
When I know too much
What I choose to know right now is:
Calvary’s enough

Brooke Ligertwood “Calvary’s Enough”

  1. I don’t really want to read this literally, the idea that God was angry at their ungratefulness and so killed a bunch of people… I’m leaving that as something to hold loosely for now, and I’ll stick to what my experience of God is like, and come back to for more study later. ↩︎
  2. If you’re looking for lighter content about poisonous and non-poisonous snakes, this data visualisation project from my Di is a favourite: https://didoesdigital.com/project/snakes/ ↩︎
  3. I wondered if the medical symbol was related to this story. Turns out it’s a similar sounding snake-on-a-stick from Greek mythology: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Rod_of_Asclepius. Also while on this Wikipedia rabbit-hold, I found out there’s a story from much later in Jewish history about this snake Moses made being used in idol worship and then destroyed by Hezekiah. Clearly Snakes on Sticks was a whole thing in ancient religion https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Nehushtan ↩︎
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Peter Kreeft on Suffering

Henceforth, when we feel the hammers of life beating on our heads or on our hearts, we can know – we must know – that he is here with us, taking our blows. Every tear we shed becomes his tear. He may not yet wipe them away, but he makes them his. Would we rather have our own dry eyes, or his tear-filled ones? He came. He is here. That is the salient fact. If he does not heal all our broken bones and loves and lives now, he comes into them and is broken, like bread, and we are nourished. And he shows us that we can henceforth use our very brokenness as nourishment for those we love. Since we are his body, we too are the bread that is broken for others. Our very failures help heal other lives; our very tears help wipe away tears; our being hated helps those we love. When those we love hang up on us, he keeps the lines open.

God’s answer to the problem of suffering not only really happened two thousand years ago, but it is still happening in our own lives. The solution to our suffering is our suffering! All our suffering can become part of his work, the greatest work ever done, the work of salvation, of helping to win for those we love eternal joy.

Peter Kreeft, “Making Sense Out of Suffering”. Read in “Bread and Wine: Readings for Lent and Easter“.

I’ve often pondered the connection between Jesus’ suffering on the cross and our suffering, and what it means to have a faith with a God who suffers like we suffer – God understands what we’re going through, and is not aloof. God is with us in our suffering, with understanding, and in some way, that helps – even if the suffering continues.

I don’t think I’ve thought about the next connection before: that when we suffer, it’s also a chance to join in that same work. Like Jesus suffering can help us feel understood and supported and sustained, our entering into suffering can help others feel understood and supported and sustained.

And somehow, that submission to suffering is the path to defeating it too. Keep suffering without quarreling or crying out, but instead showing mercy, until he leads justice to victory.

Calvary is Judo. The enemy’s own power is used to defeat him. Satan’s craftily orchestrated plot, rolled along according to plan by his agents Judas, Pilate, Herod, and Caiaphas, culminated in the death of God. And this very event, Satan’s conclusion, was God’s premise. Satan’s end was God’s means.

Peter Kreeft, “Making Sense Out of Suffering”. Read in “Bread and Wine: Readings for Lent and Easter“.

And in that, is the call, which is all to easy to ignore, to follow in the suffering way:

Does he descend into violence? Yes, by suffering it and leaving us the solution that to this day only a few brave souls have dared to try, the most notable in our memory not even a Christian but a Hindu.

Peter Kreeft, “Making Sense Out of Suffering”. Read in “Bread and Wine: Readings for Lent and Easter“.
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He too deserved to have the perfume poured on him

I’m reading “Bread and Wine: Readings for Lent and Easter” this lent and there’s another reading from The Gospel in Solentiname by Ernesto Cardenal. I’ve quoted a similar reading before from their advent book. They’re beautiful conversations.

They’re discussing the scene where Mary (sister of Martha and Lazarus) pours absurdly expensive perfume on Jesus. Maria’s comment astounded me on several levels:

William: But all that perfume. And the bottle. The alabaster bottle!

Padré: The alabaster bottle was sealed, and it had to be broken to use the perfume. The perfume could be used only once. And the Gospel says the whole house was filled with the fragrance of nard. It’s believed that nard was an ointment that came from India.

Teresita: Maybe a smuggler paid her with that.

Maria: Jesus was a poor man, too, and he too deserved to have the perfume poured on him.

The Gospel in Solentiname. I read it in “Bread and Wine: Readings for Lent and Easter”.